When I ask myself where my heart is, I immediately think of you. When my mind wanders, it wanders to you. When my heart aches, it’s because of you. You’re the reason I dream so often. You’re the reason I have hope and the reason I am hopeless. You’re the reason I want to keep fighting. You have something that draws me back in. Nobody understands why it’s you. When I say I want to forget you, I don’t mean it. I’ll never mean it. I want to fix it. I’m in no position for that so I struggle to reach you through what connection we do have. It never seems to go my way. I wrote this post and a song that reminds me of you came on. It’s little things. Little things like that give me hope. If I think anymore about this it’s going to destroy my newly patched up walls even more…